Mud & Lotus Stories
Reflections on growth, struggle and becoming.
The Tug of War in My Head
“I woke up that Thursday morning, replaying the conversation in my head again.
I hadn’t even seen my boss all week and yet I had told her already in 5 different ways about my need for time off…”
A Little Water, A Little Grace
“I questioned my shortcomings as the days went on. Why didn’t I just water it? Why am I just watching it die? And I would just watch. It felt like a monumental effort to put some water in a container, open the door, pour it onto the plant, and put the container away…”
Plucking the Thorns
“I really looked at myself and plucked those thorns out one by one. It was grueling. I kept plucking them - painfully - until I finally realized there was a rose there all along…”
The Unexpected Door
“For the umpteenth day in a row I woke up and thought about the truth and what I needed to do about it…”
Listening to My Body
In 2013/2014, I was nearing the end of my graduate program. had a paid job, an internship and attended classes weekly. I had long commutes for all of this. Suddenly, one day I was so dizzy I could hardly drive…
Fall Down How Many Times?
I’ve heard of the Chinese Proverb, ‘Fall down 7 times, stand up 8’…